The silent treatment doesn't work

if no one notices you are not speaking.

I'm so alone and feel like there is no one to rely on. I can't find anyone that I can count on 100%.

I'm starting this blog again

It's my online diary. A few days ago I was really bored, so I read my old live journal from when I was in middle school/high school. It was really interesting to see how nothing has really changed. All of my insecurities from before are the same as now. I actually got pretty sad reading about my past. I sound like such a sad kid.


today is August 25 and I am writing in the blog again. I'm leaving that post up from June and making a new post for today